There’s always a lot of challenges to face between different stages in life. And I am moving forward to a different stage and I started to worry a lot of things. As financially going to be a huge change and since if I am single I also can’t really afford to myself. Things is really like a disaster to me. Being in that kind of situation. I am now ponder upon how to solve that problems. Family is contributed by both, however, I really don’t know how if both also financially insufficient.Sorry babe, mummy is thinking too much to Tey to avoid the real issue whixh need to be solved. I am so sorry for everything and well YOU!!! PLS! Be responsible to your own kids! Like what ur mum had been doing all this while, pls!!!!! 

I really wish to cry out loud if were to think of that. Be positive, be brave! 

Be tough to overcome what I had encounter. 

Be tough to prove that what I had do is correct ! 

No wonder won’t understand what you are doing unless you make it. 

So, keep moving ! 

lovely mum




Dear mum:


我真的想学你那样的精神。现在有了孩子 ,真的太害怕了。。。

妈妈,真的很爱 你,也谢谢你 !







Ponder upon… 

It’s such a long time I didn’t post anything in here. And yeah, different changes in life. I am married and now I am pregnant. 

Well, that’s pretty much  a big change. I was expected it to be a seriously great one. But i guess, reality pull me back. 

I am now facing the cruel of my real life where it’s really need a big step to face it. Only i can change it and keep it towards a great one. 

Cheers, abc! 

Thought of the day #002

Plan before do and do without hesitation.. Sometimes juSt too many hesitation that’s why things had been dragged for long. If you were asked me whether I like my job currently or not, what I can conclude is that I never regret of quitting my High bonus job at all. In fact I did very happy of my current life and just life is hard and that’s make me even tough to deal with it. Thanks for my partner for unconditional love love you to the max! 😘